Saturday, September 13, 2008 Utter disappointment,
I've really got to pull up my socks for my EOY.
Just woke up from my dream,
examinations are due soon.
3weeks is all I've got for the examination that MIGHT change my life.
Based on this examination,
I might actually transfer to IJ Toa Payoh.
Let's just pray that I'll stop being such a slacker,
I've haven't made up my study plans yet.
But i do know some things.
1 ) Stop using the computer this often.
It really kills my time and it doesn't help me excel in my school work too.
2 ) Come home early from school.
Stop going out with cliques after school. Which is only temporary. After the examination, i can do whatever i like.
3 ) Study at least 2hours per day.
This is a pretty tough one. But I can try. I'll try.. Since cca has stepped down already, I have time.. I think x:
Yeahs, I think i shall stick to this plan everyday.
But i can't go home straight everyday.
It'll kill me.
Aww well, just have to do it if it means excelling in my examination.
I've had a mathematics test yesterday.
I daydreamed for 10 minutes of the test. 10 minutes was really precious to me.
I can't believe that i can be weird at times of desperate thinking.
I've really got to stop daydreaming and start spending my time wisely.
Then i was damn frustrated at the question that we were poured with.
I didn't even know how to do 2 questions.
I only knew one.
The question was,
7, 10, 13, 16, _, _
Then i didn't know how to do the rest.
I'm not exaggerating.
It's the fact.
I've counted the total marks I could get if I got all the questions I've done correct.
It's 7/30.
I'm utterly disappointed with myself and I hope to strive for better results next time.
I hope this doesn't take up a high percentage of my EOY results, if not I'm gonna fail it miserably.
There is a retest and I hope I can do well for the next test .
Urghs, it's really upsetting and disturbing me now.
Won't be posting for a long time, maybe tomorrow I'm gonna post again :D
Now bye for now :D
Denise. 
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